Day 33: Just Jenny

Welp, this is me. I know I'm not the prettiest thing, nor the smartest but this is me.....just Jenny. Never have I tried to be something that I am not, what you see is what you get......just Jenny. I have the biggest heart and it can get broken so easily, my feelings too. I'm reserved, but once I feel comfortable with you I will talk your ear off. I come off as being cold & bitchy at times, or maybe that is all in my head? I tend to over think things, and my mind never shuts down, it is always thinking  & can make me exhausted which leads me to be a procrastinator. Sometimes I wish I could just shut my brain down. I love to do kind things for others it makes my soul shine. I babble, and tend to jump all over the place with conversations...like I said my mind is always going & tends to have ADD....So stick with me. I get excited over silly little things, I'm picky, I'm moody....like very moody. I like to be alone when I can, but also love being around others. When I get drunk I am the most awesome person in the world.....or at least it feels that way, and I will tell you everything that is on my mind,  and things I should never say out loud. I also tend to speak in accents when drunk as well, I grow a back bone when I drink so watch out!! Dr. Jekyll & Mr.Hyde syndrome. And no I don't drink a lot, I actually rarely drink. I am a Virgo and I fit the Virgo personality to a "T", look up Virgo personalities & I fit everyone! But with all this fussiness & finicky I am a great person. I know that when I call you my friend, I mean it. I know that when I say something I mean it....unless I'm being sarcastic which is A LOT!! I love to laugh and make others laugh. I wanted to be a comedian when I was younger but I knew I just wasn't funny enough. I also wanted to have a daycare, a cat farm, and 4 kids, and be a Mom. I changed my mind a lot but it always was doing something with kids, or pets....then photography came along, and now I just want to make pretty things. I use to worry a lot about what people thought of me, but now that I am almost *gulp* 35, I really don't give a F#$k what other people think.....because some rarely do it anyways. I think being a teen mom made me feel like everyone was judging me and it just stuck with me over the years. So go ahead and stare or hate, take a picture why don't ya?! Hell, I'll even send ya one...see how nice I am?! :D I'm tired of drama, I'm tired of Bulls#%t, and quiet frankly I'm just tired. Period.....And no I'm not on mine either, I just had mine. Bahahaha!!! See, told ya I can say inappropriate things...I'm not even drinking right now. Although maybe I should?! See how my mind works?! I just doesn't stop. Nope just doesn't. It keeps going & going, & going. And that is when I think I am just way to annoying, but then I think I stay home ALL DAY LONG with a Pre-Schooler, and I rarely get out. The grocery store is a treat, people!! And that is once a week!! So when I see adults it's kinda how an annoying dog greets you by jumping up on you & just won't leave you alone. Yep that's me, except I'm not a dog....Do you think I need medication?! Are you still reading this?! I don't know why I am still writing?! Again, no I have not been drinking....I know you are judging me right now.....go look in the mirror, please. Did you see an egotistical person?! I thought you might have......Hahahahaha!!! Not nice to be judged now is it?! What you see is what you get, and what you always will get is just Jenny.

P.S. This is just a sample & a small series of who I really am. If you liked what you read, then I think we will get along just fine. :D If not, you know what to do.

Just Jenny